Stranger

2007-11-27T17:36:00.000+08:00

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Love

DND - Do Not Disturb

2007-09-03T12:49:00.000+08:00

Image from gettyimages

I pretty much enjoy being a nerd these days.

Non-stop projects coming up.

I simply love it.

It doesn't really bothers me what's going on out there.

I love being alone with no money spend =)

DND - Do Not Disturb (Seek's on task)

I will be out only if you wanna treat me =)

Then

2007-08-22T19:27:00.000+08:00

I couldn't stop staring at it whenever the bus pass by,

I really miss it.

I miss the running, the shouting, the noise, the sweat, the drinking and the mates

Could i turn back the hand of time?

Could i have it one more time?

One for All, All for One. SAC WOOSH

so mad i could scream

2007-08-20T12:52:00.000+08:00

a picture speaks a thousand words

image from gettyimages

utimately crazy

Awfully

2007-08-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

I feel awful.

Awfully sinful/fat

I wish i could puke whatever i had just now

I wish i could zip up my mouth and not munch

I wanna turn back the hand of time

sick

Botanical Garden Anyone?

2007-08-17T17:41:00.000+08:00

I am looking for people to keep me accompany in Botanical Garden tmr.
Hello, are you free?

A brand new heritage tour in singapore.
Somewhere you've never see/experience before.
(not in singapore i suppose)
Join me to this ride of adventure, what says you?

=)

Slacked

2007-08-17T00:58:00.000+08:00

Okay!
I could hardly think of any ideas right now.

I suppose my brain cells/creative juice are running low.
I don't know what to produce for the lesson later on.
I am slacking.

Oh no.
I wish someone could push me around to keep me going.
I know i can't stop.
I know i can't get defeat.
I have to keep going.
Sheesh

I have been restricting myself from eating lately.
It's time to lose some pounds and shed some weight.

I've told mallory celine tan this,

"Being skinny is a sign of bimbo-tic"
(that's what i told her since she call me FAT)

Which i didn't make that comment for fun.
I kinda realise that SLIM woman are trying to be even skinner.
And it's true that skinner(anorexic-wannabe) are actually Super bimbo.

Gorgeous , slim , intelligence, and yet wanna act stupid.
Weird.

Is it the trend of being a bimbo is back again?
I don't know.
HA.

One thing for sure, I do not suit to be a bimbo =)
I just wanna look good and feel good to be skinner.

I've said ten million times that i wanna slim down.
But never one succeed.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Dumb

In love with Maroon 5
P/S : Probably Melissa Johnas's influence. TSK

Fierce

2007-08-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

Okay. It's raining heavily right now in Pasir Ris.
The lightning and thunder are calling out like no body's business.

So, this the the grand opening ceremony for Hungry Ghost Festival?
Oh my! I wanna quickly blog about this and off my TV, laptop, fan and light for a moment of peace.

I am going to be a real good girl for the coming one month.
I'll be home early i promise.

Vanessa Lim Si Li's birthday tmr!
I can't wait to wish her and have the celebration tmr.

The lightning is scary.
I wanna shut everything now and cover myself in the warm blanket.

Good night folks.

Sccccccchhhhhhhooooollllll again

Sony Bravia Paint Ad

2007-08-12T03:26:00.001+08:00

Something you really ought to take a look. NO PHOTOSHOP done for this ad =)

Can you?

2007-08-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

I am dying for a DSLR.

I want a DSLR.

I don't mind a second hand one.

Do you think you wanna buy for my 21st birthday?

Could you please?

sheesh

Those were the days

2007-08-10T10:03:00.001+08:00

I seriously think i wasn't born fat.

I don't know what have happened to me now.

I was so pretty (quote the word, WAS)

Probably because of the 8 siew Mai i ate when i was 8 years old.

It's a gigntatic appertise for a primary 2 little girl and yet, i finished it all at once.

I think that's when i start growing BIG.

From 30kg to 50kg when i was barely 11years old and till now.

Still fat, gigntatic and big.

I hate siew mai

I am going to go on a strict diet FOR SURE this time, i think

Happy National Day

2007-08-09T19:04:00.000+08:00

It was so much fun/tire/sweat/drink last night.
Met up with Baby,chase, mel and carol (who came late like 1am since she has to work as a MC at SengKang CC for senior citizens, NDP celebration)

It was supposed to be a mambo jumbo for us in Zouk.
As expected, the Q was so DAMN long.
We thought we were Kiasu enough for driving down to Zouk at around 9pm.
But apparently, the rest are enough MORE kiasu than us laaaa.
Total spoiler.

We went down to Timbre at Fort Canning instead.
The mojito was pretty good.
But $15 for a rock glass size just doesn't worth the price.
And stupid konane, she wasted the money for ordering Bloody Mary.
Sheesh.

The atmosphere in Timbre was perfect.
Live music and good food with fantastic drinks.
Sunday Morning - Maroon 5

We headed down to Zouk for another luck of Mambo.
The damn Q was still so LONG
We were in the line for like one hour plus and yet, still no luck in getting in.
Then Carol joined us.

We quit Q-ing and went down to C.Q instead.
The Arena.
A probably new club in the house?
Then another round of Live music to end off the night.

Oh well.
A drag for school tomorrow.
I can't decide to give it a miss or not.
Sheesh.

whatever

NATIONAL DAY (pre)

2007-08-08T09:23:00.000+08:00

It's kinda interesting to see all primary students wearing red today if no one knows what's the special occassion.

I miss being a student in school (a half day student)
Nafa is not having half day at all.
Neither treating friday as a holiday
Sheesh

Around play the music.
I wanna club.

Stand up for Singapore!

Away my love

2007-07-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

Not again.
I am leaving for malaysia this wednesday.

Gotta miss 3 days of school which totally sucks.
Schoolling has been crazy.
Tonnes of work coming up within a week.
I prefer to be at home now.

Sorry chase, i've gotta miss your birthday this year.
I hate to leave town.
This time was un-willing.

My mum forced me back to her hometown.
She claims that the relatives are dying to see me.
Sheesh.

I am still the same.
Just gaining a little more pounds, a little rounder, a little chubbier, a little fat.
A little + a little + a little + a little = A huge little.
sheesh.

A trip i would not enjoy is not a holiday.

I am leaving baby in town again.

sheesh. projects insane

Rm 703.39

2007-07-24T00:43:00.000+08:00

Hello people!

I am back.

Malaysia, truly asia

It was really a crazy shopping trip for me.

My whole mind is all about converting RM to SING.

sial la.

I have bought a lot of thing and spent RM 703.39 divide 2.25 = SG$ 312.63

HAHA.

I've bought

- 5 pairs of shoes (pumps, heels and shoes)

- 12 shirts

- 1 bag

- 1 shorts

5 pairs of shoes costed only 100 SING dollar.

RM 49.90
RM 29.95
RM 49.90
x 2 RM 79.80

Total spending = SG $93.13

3 clothes that cost me barly a hundred Ringgit

RM 39.92

RM 23.31
RM 34.93

Total spending = SG $43.63

SO CHEAP!!!!

how can anyone resist it?

I've bought a total of 9 tee shirts, and the cheapest one costed RM 11.50
which means it's only SG $5.11

That's crazy.
I love Mega Malaysia Sales.

Alright people, i've already know the way to the best bargains shopping center.
You wanna go KL? ask me along next time =)
HAHA

Sorry mel, i couldn't sneak those gums out of town.
I'll be leaving for Malaysia again on the Aug.
I'll get it for you again la!
=)

Did i tell you that it was my first time to KL?
i didn't i suppose.
Anyway, it was the first time i have close contact with the KLCC.
It's so gorgeous.

I have my first encounter with REMY BURGER too.
you know? the Remy burger you see in pasar malan?
Haha.
It tasted so good since it was originated from Malaysia
Yummmmmmmyyy

Double patty with delicious sauce and a touch of tartar.
Fresh onions with his best buddy,cucumbers excites the whole flavour of the burger.
Finally, the well grilled bread covers everything to sum up for the best.
Oh my Remy Burger, i am craving for you now.

Baby wants to learn bike instead of car.
I can't wait.
Love baby

REMYREMYREMYREMYREMY BURGER

Wheeeee!

2007-07-14T22:57:00.001+08:00

That's it!

I am still alive.

Losta to say.
Losta to write.
Losta to post.

I need my laptop.
I need my photoshop.

Photos on parties, millions of it (okay, i am exaggerating)

I am going year 3 in 2 weeks time.
I can't wait for school.

Alright.
I'll be right back with photos.

Be gone to KL on the thurs.
Do not send me off(yes, chase. you don't come okay. I don't wanna kiss you goodbye)

I CANT'T WAIT FOR SHOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPINGGGGGG!

I've been holding onto my temptation to shop during the GSS.
Because i know KL will give me the best offer.

HERE I AM GMS aka Great Malaysia Sales
Spend the ringgit.
Spend the cash.

I am a shopaholic in KL.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Love you all.
Love Konane woo.
Love Nafa.
Love GMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She's sick

2007-06-13T20:01:00.000+08:00

Babe is sick
A serious one again.

I believe it's my fault.

And now, she said,

She's not going to have sex with me anymore

... ... ... not going to have sex anymore

... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... have sex anymore

... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... sex anymore

... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... SEX NO MORE!

Oh my gosh!

sex no more with me.

So upset.
It's alright then.

I can still love her very much without sex
After all, dildos and vibrators are pretty common now.

I can work with it.
Oh yes, i could.

p/s : this post is for 18 20 years old and above.
pp/s : oops, is it too late to write that at the end of the post?
ppp/s : WHATEVER la.

I am not a horny bitch

Forgive me for i've sinned.

2007-06-12T10:07:00.000+08:00

It has been a family week for me.
I've spent pretty much of my time playing with my nephew.

Anyway,
I start to regret for being playful.

If only i could turn back the hand of time.

If only . . .

I would study harder for O level.
I would not be lazy with exercising.
I would spent more time on my projects( If i didn't do well for my O level and ended up in NAFA again)
I would save up.
I would understand more about cash.
I would watch my diet.

I would
I would
I would
I would
I would
I would

I WOULD

I wanna leave singapore for UNSW, sydney.
I wanna pursue my dream as a Landscape Architect.

But can i leave babe, family and friends in Singapore?
I don't know.

CIAO CIAO!

Take a look at my girlfriend

2007-06-10T12:58:00.001+08:00

nice!

Cry me a river

2007-06-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

i have nothing to say actually.

Drop by to say hi.

and i think i still want to be ANTM.

I need my sleep.

KWSC , it's not a Community center name

untitled

2007-06-04T09:56:00.000+08:00

It's a mixture of feelings right now.
Thing didn't work out between us.

We're not in peace.
She's not who she is anymore.
I am no longer someone she knows.

Make love not war.

The gap between us is getting wider.
We need to do something to get closer again.

This is hurting me very badly.

She's physically with me but i feel a distant in us.
She sleeps beside me, but i feel as though i was alone.

I don't know how to describe the loneliness.
I don't know how to describe the unstable relationship we are having.
I am speechless, for once.

I am sorry.

I've ruined the trust.
I've ruined the promise.
I've ruined our love.

I'll stay strong still.
I'll be fine.
We'll be fine.
I know we will.
Losta of promises we've make, we will accomplise them

But i do hope you could do some self-reflection as well.
It takes 2 hands to clap.

We need to talk again, in calm manner.
You know what i mean?

I don't need any help from friends.
save your words of concern.
I just need time for us alone.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
=)

Back to basic

2007-06-01T09:09:00.000+08:00

Good day!

My baby is taking her basic theory test right now!
I wish she would pass with flying colours.
*PRAYING HARD*

Out with babe yesterday to town.
A rather tiring time for me since I've to wait for her for 1 hour plus while she's in gym.
tsk.

Anyway, Babe and i had a new hair cut.
I'm loving it.

Okay, I think i look kinda andro though.
A slight alike with carol too.
(i mean the hair)

=)

Now i believe i look more like ELLA!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

See that miss denise neoh-khoo?
Your ella look alike is here!
=)

It's an unexpected visit of my aunty lucy yesterday.
She came without my knowing.
So fast that i couldn't even provide her a home.
tsk.

Have i lost count with her visit again?
But she's supposed to be here around 5th - 11th what!
Tsk.

Aunty Lucy, you spoil my day.

Twinkle twinkle little star!

Where've gone?

2007-05-29T13:51:00.001+08:00

She's disappearing.

Gasby! i'll bring you home

2007-05-26T21:17:00.001+08:00

Oh my!
Gasby hired Takuya Kimura for their advertisment

Gasby is the best!

Watch this video.

He is so SEXY!

with his killer move and smile.

Oh my!

Take me Takuya, take me.

He is so gay.

But i love it.

Oh wait, one of his expression reminds me of Julianne.

How could it be?

Julianne, you better keep up your gay-ness.

I'll see the "Takuya" in singapore.

Julianne Takuya Kimura

Okay, there are some simiarity.

I'll promote you as singapore takuya now.

You'll probably get whole street of women.

HAHA

EVERYBODY! BUY GASBY NOW FOR TAKUYA KIMURA!!!

I'll buy moving rubber tmr =)

hmmm... you're so gay, i like *winks*

2007-05-26T21:17:00.000+08:00

Hello Gorgeous!

2007-05-21T19:27:00.000+08:00

I am in love.

Hopelessly Devoted to her.

She's with me now.
I am content =)

Hello gorgeous! May i know you?
Gorgeously E65

A black sleek metallic/leather finishing.
a mixture of man and woman.

I don't care.
My E65 will be a butch.
=)

Have a wonderful weekend.
Losta to say though.

Fiona's birthday celebration at Swissotel.
Juicy gossip with unfinshed booze.

It has been a long time since i last stayed out and gossip for 24 hour.
I'm loving it.

Love you guys.
Love my E65.
Love my konane.

Mad Monks, where have you been?

You're full of it!

2007-05-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

I start to realise that i am a very very lazy woman and someone who is full of excuses.
HAHA.

Everytime i wanna quit eating and go on a strict diet,
I gave myself an excuse "Haiya! Fat then fat la! I gave up" to console myself.

Everytime i wanna clear all the dirty clothes and keep my room tidy,
I gave myself an excuse "Next time, next time. so lazy can? " to run away from the mess.

Everytime i wanna do some exercise to keep fit,
I gave myself an excuse "yawns! never mind. i'll do it tmr" to realise tmr never comes.

tell me, how should i escape from excuses?
I wanna be detemined, how should i?

Bow to the excuses queen =) oleh

Excuse me?

2007-05-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

Babe and i have been quarrelling.
It's affecting our relationship very much.

I hate to see her upset.

Sigh

Whatever.
Don't comment or tag.

wait for my next entry.
Ciao

Random photos for random people

2007-05-02T10:08:00.000+08:00

Here are some photos we've took.

Mos as at 20/04/07

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Picture 1 : Konane . Chase. Mel. We're all ready for MOS

Picture 2 : Fiona . Seek . Chase. This is like a neo-print photos where all would squeezed their face.

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Picture 1 : Chase . Carol .So cute?
Picture 2: Yes! I know chase and konane has some secret affair.

Picture 3 : And not to mention that they loved four-some
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Picture 1 : Yes, Mr birdie(look at her shirt) ? who are you looking for

p/s : I know you're gonna kill me. But i love to show your UN-glam. =)

Picture 2 : Hello Fiona! We're taking a picture here! Look.

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Well, you know you're the best after all =)

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My nephew, Memphis

Picture 1 :Huh? You were saying?

Picture 2 : Okay! I don't need you to repeat anymore.

Picture 3 : Can you shut up?

Picture 4 : Ahem! Excuse me! I wanna sleep already

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Serangoon Garden

Picture 1 : Konane is enjoying the feeling of having 2 girlfriends. Like, whatever!

Picture 2 : A smirk before the food arrive

Fiona is showing us a few ways to express about the food.

Picture 1 : Huh? Let me try that again.

Picture 2 :OKAY! It's nice. You guys may eat now.
.

Picture 1 : Must i try that again? It's safe to eat la.

Picture 2 : Okay then, i last slurp.

Picture 1 : Hey carol! How did you change your face so fast!

Picture 2 : Okay. Let me try to change now.

HAHA!

Anyway, I need some help over here.

I've found 3 kitten and i am urgently finding a home for them.

They are barely a month old.

So if anyone loves kitten or so, do drop me a msg please.

*This is a serious moment

Love me! I need a club

TSK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-02T09:43:00.000+08:00

Tsk.

I just feel like tsk-ing for now.

Tsk
Tsk
Tsk
Tsk
Tsk
Tsk
Tsk
Tsk
Tsk
Tsk
Tsk
Tsk
Tsk
Tsk
Tsk

TSKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

Okay. I feel better now =)

Love it when i tsk

Hello? Is that you?

2007-04-30T01:20:00.001+08:00

I think the friendster is down.

Anyway, I start to have doubt in myself about my future.
I don't know what can i be.
I wish to excel in my studies, but i know i didn't make it AGAIN.

I wish i could grow lean and toned like pink, i know it's still long to say so.

I have doubts.
Lots of it.

It's pretty pathetic for someone in her first 20, not knowing what she should do with her life.
I want to be a Landscape Architect.
I want to study overseas and be a popular one.
I want to be well-known, not for the "Coolest" one, but the landscape architect that one will look upon.

Ambitious you might say.
But that's how you should strive for your stuff.

I love myself very much.
I love it to the extend that i wanna give the best to her by becoming rich.

I love to be in the limelight.
Not for the worst fashion girl, but the best landscape architect.

I don't know when will it come true.
It seems like it's far for me to achieve.

Give me a goal.
Give me the energy.
Give me the cash.
i want to be the best.

Pretty upset, seriously.
No idea what to head for.

Oh my, Tell me about it.
Tsk.

p/s : my father is leaving for ShangiHai later. I wish i could smile and send him to the airport =)

Ciao

Ugly Betty VS Antm

2007-04-19T08:50:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay yx, I'll bring you over to States and you can be my PA while i happily doing catwalk.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

You can serve me a cup of tea, while i sit on a bench looking tired after a whole day of cat walking.

You can touch up my make-up, while i sit in front of the mirror looking ugly after a whole day of shooting.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

But first, you have to allow me to slim down before i could do all this shit.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay, it's like so not funny la.

But how about being my PA in Singapore when i become famous for looking like Ugly Betty?
So i could eat as and when i like, not getting worried I'll be fat since i SHOULD be fat for looking like Betty?

No more make-up.
No more tea.
No more exercise.

I'll eat, drink and sleep like mad.

How yx?
Still want to work for me?
HAHA.

How irony my words are, isn't it?

On the previous entry i was saying how much i wanna be in ANTM.
and on my previous previous entry i screamed to be Singapore Ugly Betty.

Now i don't know, who exactly i wanna be.

to be like Naima?

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or Betty Suarez?

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In order to clear my doubt, i've tried doing some photoshopping to know who i look better.

Naima

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Me

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I looked like a monkey!

HAHA.
I AM THE NEW COVERGIRL!

p/s : I've tried my best to make it look natural. But it's not working.

Okay.
How about Betty Suarez?

Betty Suarez

+

me

=

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HAHA.
Hi America Betty, i am the singapore version.

HAHA.

So which should i be?
Hmmm... Antm or Ugly Betty?
Yx, who do you want to work with?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Okay.
It has shown how bored i am.

Just for laugh anyway.
No hard feelings please.

=)

Babe, will you still love me being like this?

WTH!

2007-04-18T11:11:00.000+08:00

What the Hell!

American Next top Model moves faster than i even realised!!!!!

I have not complete my Cycle 7 and now states in showing Cycle 8 Final 4.

HUH?

Why?

How i catch the show?

TSK.

And now ANTM waiting to shoot Cycle 9.

Damn fast.

I am not even ready to fly to states to apply.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA.

Music & Lyrics

2007-04-18T10:20:00.000+08:00

Have you watch it?

It's a show which is really sweet and nice.
One of the song that i like the most.

Way Back into Love

I WANT TO BE UGLY BETTY !!!!!

2007-04-17T12:08:00.000+08:00

Been busy busy busy.
I am right now working in some Water features company for job attachment.

It has only been 2 weeks and it has already taken half of my energy.
Sheesh.

I went around to take photos of this company's recent projects.
I get to wander around in beautiful condo like, The Caribbean.
Some place that is not for Everyone to go

HAHA.

Lucky bitch i am.
All i have to do is to snap those water features and combine them to a huge poster.
Easy job isn't it?
HAHA.

Has anyone read this week 8 Days?
Ha.
They featured a page regarding about Ugly Betty.
They are looking for the Singapore Version of Betty.
I am in for it.

I want to be the singapore betty!
yeah!

It's so fun!

Anyway, does anyone knows about this website,
www.whosgoing.com.sg
I just signed up.
But i simply don't understand anything about it at all.
I guess they are giving out free parties and fun.

It works just like friendster.

Back to work.
My boss is coming out soon.

Ciao

I have a cool hair cut now.

TALK TO ME!

2007-04-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

I hate it.
I have been missing Ugly Betty for 3 times.
I can't catch with it is all about right now.

Argh.
Oh well, but then again, i've discovered my all time favourite show screening right now.

AMERICAN NEXT TOP MODEL CYCLE 7!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to be the next one too!
HAHA.

The Super Dog attempt!

2007-04-01T05:55:00.000+08:00

Alright. Been really busy lately.
because of work, school and many more sex with baby.
HA.

Okay.
My nephew's one month birthday today.
His name is Memphis.
I'll tell you more about him next time.

I am so bored.
So to the extend i created this story.Watch and enjoy =)

TA TA ~
The ending is, I gave up and gave Super dog his Saggy Cow.

HAHA.

I feel stupid.
I didn't sleep the whole night.
Shall head to St Anne's church soon.
Ciao ciao

Say what?

2007-03-18T14:41:00.000+08:00

Have you read the article about some restaurants ONLY hire good-looking people?
If you have not, please do so now.

It's in today " The Newpaper"
Read it and you probably get as irritated as i am.

What the fuck about finding model-look staff?
After all, they STILL serve customers like a bunch of monkeys isn't it?

Fuck those Cafe/Bar/Restaurant for wanting HOT PEOPLE only.
So what now?
If everywhere wants HOT PEOPLE to work only, then everyone of us should just go for plastic surgery because we need a living since all the FUCKING MATERIALISTIC CAFE/BAR/RESTAURANTS could hire us.

FUCK THAT ALRIGHT?

If such things is happening in Singapore, then Govt should probably remove the law about studying.
Because we don't need education to serve like a monkey.

I am working in F&B line.
Ironic isn't it?
Well, but i admit that i have been serving like a monkey since CUSTOMERS ARE ALWAYS RIGHT!

Cheers to the self-proclaim gorgeous.
You've a brand new job-offer!

I discriminate such rules and can't tolerate such things to happen.

No one is at fault for being ugly.
No one is at fault for being fat(yes, me. i know)
No one is at fault for lack of fashions.

We love ourselves and there is no reason why we should remain hot and pretty for stereotyping people, WORSE STILL, stereotyping self-proclaiming high end cafe/bar/restaurant.

HOT? COOL? GORGEOUS? WHOA?
Please identify those words.

If 3 people look at Fiona Xie, one of them said, "Fucking Hot" , another said, " Pretty meh?" and the last one said, "Okay only la"

So is Fiona Xie in one of those words?
Tell me about it.

Beauty lies in the eyes of beholder.

Probably all of us should go back to school and be taught about that again.

Stand up for discrimation.
Stand up for wanting Hot babe/hunk in work.

Stand up people! Stand up.

DON'T SIT. YOU(Dee Chase Noel), WHY HAVEN'T STAND%2

Happy Birthday to YOU!

2007-03-17T15:24:00.000+08:00

Alright.
Haven't been blogging for the past few days.
Too busy la.

Was celebrating babe's birthday 2 days ago.
We went Suntanning at Sentosa.
And i can tell you, the train to Sentosa is so STUPID!

It only travels to 3 stops and back to Vivo City.
Like what the hell?

Anyway, the sun tanning was so good.
Except for the fact that some lil ones spolit our day.

Well, i am getting darker AGAIN.
(Happy Birthday baby)
Yes, chase.
Please don't get jealous over my hot skin colour.
I know you will.
HAHA.
Don't okay?

We had a movie at the later time.
(Happy Birthday baby)
Music and Lyrics

The show is so funny.
Storyline is pretty stupid, but the fact that Hugh Grant shakes his hip is really cool.
I am willing to watch over and over again for his sexy hip.
hmmm... nice!!!

haha.
Steamboat for dinner.
(Happy Birthday baby)
We went to a different store and the food sucks BIG TIME.
Urgh.

Good sleep*cough*sex* at her home.
That was the finishing for our day.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

St patricks Day today.
I pray that Mels will not be busy.
Haha.

Cheers to the Irish.
Cheers to the hot skin colour.
Cheers to the darker me.

WAHAAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

Happy 22rd Birthday Baby Woo
Happy 21st Birthday Cheryl Lek

HAHA. I AM A HAPPY KID!

2007-03-13T16:52:00.000+08:00

Well well well, i've just finished my assignments and last submission tmr.
HAHA.

Alright. I am in the school MAC lab now.
And this IRRITATING MAC COMP IS KILLING ME!

I don't know what's wrong with it.
I can't enlarge my texts.
It looks so boring.

OH MY GOSH!!!
arghhh.

Anyway, let's talked about my projects.
I didn't do well again.
Like what the hell.

The lecturers weren't convinced with my idea.
(And this bloody hell keyboard is not working well.)
So, I supposed i just got a D.
Whatever.

Probably i am not capable to be one.
I start to doubt my ability as a designer.
Oh well.

Anyway(again), i think my breasts are growing big.
It's so irritating.
Apparently i am wearing this button shirt and the button right infront of my breast always came out.
Oh my, what does it shows man.

Nope. it doesn't show that the buttons are spolit
and double nope,(bloody keyboard) my bra is not too huge for my size.
HAHA.

It shows my breasts are growing.
YEAH!

Good job babe.
=D

Okay.
That's all.
I just wanna show off my growing breasts.

Will be right back.
=)

Ciao Ciao
God Bless my grades

Holiday mood

2007-03-12T00:16:00.000+08:00

I've been dying(really DYING) to go on a holiday with my babe.

Therefore, we've make a tentatively plan to go Genting.
Isn't that exciting?
Ha.

Well, since we're both on budget and yet we still insist on a getaway, why not genting?
BangKok is pretty dangerous right now.
And i doubt babe's mum will allow.
Nevermind.

We've losta of time to go on a holiday.
Right baby?

Redang , Australia, HongKong, Bangkok, Maldives,
we'll probably get there someday.
So much to do, so little time, SO LITTLE MONEY!!!

Well, soon.
I'll be a successful architect.
=)

I feel rather pathetic to see no comment and no tag.
YOU, whoever you are, you read , you tag alright?
Leave me some comment pretty please?
=)

Back to projects.
Ciao ciao

Could i speak to you for a min?

2007-03-08T01:42:00.000+08:00

I had a terrible fight with my babe.
It was so bad that it almost ended our relationship.
I hope she could forgive me and speak to me later.
Our relationship should remain strong

=)

Been slacking since i reached home.
Was chatting with my classmates online.
We had a GANG BANG
It was so good that we couldn't stop vibrating each other in msn.
[Vibrating = Nudgeing]

I sounded like a sick bitch.
But deep down inside, i am like a virgin la

After all the vibrating, we start to get slightly serious by having a PUSTARD talk.
It's a private joke among my class
We were so mean that we just couldn't stop making fun.
Make a guess. . . .

"YOU PUSTARD"

what does that mean?
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Answer :

"YOU BASTARD"

Okay.
So now you know, we're making fun of someone's english
Ha.

Whatever.

How about this. . . .

yoo goh hoom nao!!!
(Thanks to jeff for contribution of such word)

HAHA.
Pretty obvious isn't it?

Answer :

You go home now.

Well kids, That's all for "Learning English Session"

Anyway, Doug spoke to me just now.
She was so free and bored to the extend that she wants to stalk where ever i go.
She's gonna set a tent and camp somewhere and report to me whatever i've been doing.
Like, "HUH!"

Tell me what i've been doing?
Shouldn't you stalk me and tell whoever whoever what i've been doing?
HAHA.
Funny!

I guess i am having some fetish.
I am secretly in love with Paris Hilton.
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*I wish i was the car

I wish to have threesome with her.
Yes baby(KONANE WOO SIOW CHOON), you me and paris.
How hot isn't it?

And no, i don't want Nicole Richie into our sex.
But if you were talking about the pussycat dolls, Nicole, i think i'll love it.
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Oh my! My fetish.
But i still love having sex with YOU(KONANE WOO SIOW CHOON) only baby.

Fetish. Fetish. May my wish come true
Forgive me sweet love for i've lied
I love you

Why is that so.

2007-03-07T16:42:00.000+08:00

I want to focus
I want to complete my projects.

But,

i just can't focus.

WHY?

Internet is so tempting.

I cursed the net.

GET ME OUT OF TECHNOLOGY WORLD!!!!!!!

What says you?

2007-03-07T14:13:00.000+08:00

I have not been going home for the past 168hrs(7 days to be exact)
I wonder how's my home doing now.

Well, submission for ALL projects by next week.
I am so doom.
None has complete.
Pretty speeceless now.
Oh my.

My babe is in the whinny mood again,
Throwing her temper like a lil girl.

She almost screams at me when i asked her a question twice.
Sigh.
What to do?
She was speaking so softly and of course i will go like, "HUH?"
Ha.
Still love you baby.

My lil nephew is so funny!
He can simply fell asleep while drinking his milk.
Even when my sis tried to pat his back to burp(normal for babies to prevent them from getting stomach flu) he just sleep.
He don't give a damn to what's going on.
All he wants was to sleep.
No wonder he's born in the year of Pig.
Tsk.

I felt the Earthquakes yesterday.
The building was like trembling.
Oh my.
Fun, i like it.

My blog is so boring.
I am tired of blogging again.
Sheesh.

I want to post more photos soon

Oh my gosh

2007-03-06T11:29:00.000+08:00

It's pretty interesting to see how my classmates are working hard and getting stressed over the upcoming projects, yet here i am, taking my grandmother's time, doing my blog.

SCREAM : GET A LIFE SEEK!!

Ha.
I don't give a damn.

Have i mention that I've just got promoted as an aunt?
okay, i didn't.
Well, i am now officially known as an aunt because my elder sister has just gave birth to a baby boy 3 days ago.

JOY TO THE WORLD.

I am gonna set a good example to my new-born nephew.

I wanna play with him.
I wanna tell him bed-time stories.
I wanna tell him to be a good boy.

I hope my sis could enrol him to a boy school next time.
So i could tell him everything about gays.
And by any chance, he could be ANOTHER hidden gay.
HAHA

Oh my!
I love homosexual.
and i detest people who condemn homosexual(Yes you, Jeff and John. I am talking about you two)

I always believe that almost all guys are born to be hidden gay.
But simply because of the actual fact,
"MAN SHALL BE WITH WOMAN AND VICE VERSA"
and so men hold back their feelings for same sex.

They do secretly admire their own kind bodies.
They do secretly drool at them while in the toilet.
They do sexually fantasize about their own sex.

Aya! Deny deny and more deny
Tsk.
Irritating man.

What's wrong with getting in love with the same sex?
I adore those men who are brave to be an open gay.
They are cool man!
HAHA

Okay.
Enough of that.

Met up with chase, mel and fiona last saturday.
A lovely night at Hard Rock, LESBIAN NIGHT(whoo).
Saw Juliannnnnneeeeeeee(My Sweet Valley) and ended up clubbing together.
Fun!

I am finally going back to my own home(Pasir Ris).
Gonna miss staying with Babe again.

Oh well.
Shall get back to work now.

Ciao Ciao

Cheers to anorexic

Not again

2006-12-14T16:47:00.000+08:00

I lost my 3250 in the cab last night.

No matter how much i dislike the phone,
I don't think it should go missing.

Nothing much i want to say.
I lost my phone twice in a year.
Just my luck.

Irritating 2006

Msg me for your new contact laaaaaaaaaaaa.

Have you ever?

2006-11-29T17:00:00.000+08:00

Have you ever seen the Istana park?
Have you ever took a stroll over there to enjoy?
Have you ever realised how beautiful it is?
Have you ever known it's existence?

I took a walked in Istana Park(Over PS) not long ago.
I didn't realise it's beauty till that day.
Those flowers are gorgeous.
Those grass are so fresh.

Let me take you to a walk over there(with pictures) to see it's beauty.

I am a gardener now! HAHA

I want to give the best to him

2006-11-28T00:14:00.000+08:00

I reached home today.
Wanting to give Him my best greeting and make him feel loved.

I saw him underneath the table.
Looking weak.
I took him with me, ignoring boxer that is jumping around.
I carried him.
His body was hot.
I put him onto the sofa, trying to give him some fan to cool him down.
His head was shaking non-stop.
I started to worry.

I have never seen him behaving such a way before.
I am very afraid.

I took him to the kitchen.
brough him to his bowl.
He drank the water like as if he has been searching for ages.
I know he likes his water to be cold.
I poured for him.
Wanting him to drink more.
He then headed towards his food.
Looking hungry.
He tried to eat as fast as he could.
I watched him eating it with his feet unstable.
My heart shattered.

It hurts me so much to see him suffering like this.
That's so different from the Bobo i know.

He walked out of the kitchen.
Banging aimlessly to find his way out.
He has no idea where he's heading.
All he could do, is to walk and walk and walk to find a place.

I patted his head.
I want to give him the best.

I took the comb.
I comb his fur after so long
I want him to look at his best.

He sat down quietly and weakly infront of me.
I comb his fur and spoke to him.
My tears started rolling down.
I couldn't hide my fear of losing him anymore.
I want to tell him, how much i regret for not taking good care of him.
I want to tell him, how much i want him to stay by my side and not leave me.

I spoke to God last night.
I told him to forgive me and beg him not to take BOBO away from me.
I know God wants to have him by his side as well.
I know God can take good care for him on my behalf.
I know God can give him everything and take his pain away from him.

But, i want him to stay and keep me accompany.
I am selfish i know.
I just can't let go of him.

There's only one Bobo in the world.
That will be him ........

Forever to me, he will look like this

Save them

2006-11-14T12:54:00.001+08:00

Are you thinking about keeping a pet?
No money to have one?
Or
Too much money to buy one?

Well, you could do a good deed by adopting one instead.
Dogs/cats are adorable.
All of them

Doesn't mean it's a trouble to adopt a dog/cats
Not all of them are ill.
Even if they are, you could show them your love to keep them alive.

If you buy a dog/cats from the pet shop, you will never decrease the number of dogs/cats waiting to get adopt.

SAVE THEM

Help to decrease the number of dogs/cats waiting to get adopt.
S.P.C.A is not the only place to adopt.
Have you been searching?

I am a pets lover.
If i have the ability, i wish i could adopt all of them.
The bruce(dog) i have was an unwanted dog from a overseas couples.
They couldn't keep him anymore because the new house doesn't allow them to keep any pets.
I paid $200 for him.
You might say that i am buying one.
But the ad was post.
If no one wants to have him, he might have been thrown away.

I've somehow saved one.
Have you?

None of them are ugly.
It depends on how you see them.

They really need your help.

Check out these websites for more adoption.

Petvalley
Dogpeople
Spca

I am searching more websites for adoption.
Adopt them if you can.

Commitment is what you need.
Communicating with them.
Care for them.
Kiss them
Love them.
and the passion

They are not easy to handle.
Neither are they tough.

Please, save one of them.

Do the same for the cats as well.
God Bless

A new love

2006-11-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

Have i told you that i got a dog together with my babe?
Okay.
Well, we both shared a sum of money and bought a pure shin tzu at the age of 2.
His name is Bruce.

We all love him like mad.
He is very obedient unlike the boxer i have at home.
He is always looking so sad.
Oh well, i guess that's the adorable side of him.

Anyway, we got him on the Thursday.
Travelling down from town to Punggol.
And irritating NEL actually stopped for 5-10mins don't know for what at every stops.
Well, reached Punggol finally.
And for the first time, i took LRT.
Yeah!!!
So exciting.

Babe was so anxious to see him.
She couldn't stand still neither to sit still.

We smugged Bruce back to babe's house.
And a lot of things happened in the family which i don't want to say.
Finally, her family accepted Bruce.
Babe is taking good care of him.
I really hope konane woo would not abandon him.
I detest such person.

Oh, did i mention that Bruce looks like my old dog,Bobo,when he was young?
Bruce does resemble Bobo.
Perhaps all shin tzu looks the same.

I start to worry about my old dog at home.
He's getting older each day.
I know the time is almost up for him any moment.
I don't know how am i going to handle it.
He's getting skinner and skinner.
He used to be fat and weigh about 5kg.
But now i can barely touch his flesh,it's all bone now.

I start to regret for not taking good care of him and not paying enough attention.
I have him when i was 9, he was around 2years old.
Now i am 19, he's about 12years old.

I am seeing him suffer everyday.
He's always sleeping and knocking his head around to find his way(since he is blind)
Some said it's better to put him to sleep to prevent the suffering.
But i wish to see him everyday when i come home and shower him with my love till the very last min.

I pray to God.
I wish to see him getting better
Miracle do happen.
I hope it falls upon me and him(Bobo).
I wish i could turn back the hand of time,
to bring him around when he was younger with energy.

Forgive me

Netball - Llabten

2006-11-04T00:28:00.000+08:00

Okay.
I just came back from netball training an hr ago.
TOTALLY EXHAUSTED!
oh my.

I am really growing old and fat.
could hardly jog and perform well anymore.
Argh.

I seriously need to shed off some kilos in order to catch up with the rest.
I start to feel the pressure in playing over there.
Sheesh.

Babe is not feeling well again.
I guess she's feeling stress up in her company.
She has a lot of doubts to be clear.
I just hope I could help her along the way.
Or even simply just cheer her up and give her a shoulder to lean on.

Anyway, I hate my phone(3250)
Please pass the message and tell everyone that NOKIA SUCKS.

Oh, did I mention that stupid danielle embarrassed us in the bus?
Okay. We got up the bus and miss danielle realised that she's in need of coins.
I didn't have any coins to spare and so was sam.
We stand beside the driver(I refused to address him as uncle) for 5mins simply just to dig for coins.
It was so embarrassing since everyone in the bus were looking at us.
Oh my gosh.

Then, the joker Danielle told the driver,
"Erm, Uncle. If I don't have coins how ah?"
And I swear, I SWEAR!
The fucking driver has no sense of humor AT ALL.
He simply didn't say anything and just press a button and the door opened,
While it was off the bus-stop and stopped for the traffic lights.
Do you understand what it mean?
Irritating.

Then danielle was like, " erm, okay? RELAX LAAAAA."
That was so rude of him.

Tell me about this,
SBS claimed that they will shorten our(CONSUMERS)s' time and give us the best service provided we support them and flag the bus earlier.

Okay, We did flag the bus even way before it was about to arrive at the bus-stop.
But did they give us a service?
We're not talking about the best.
At least the basic courtesy.
Doesn't mean all students deserve for such treatments.

There was once that a bus driver(sadly, the same bus number 12) actually left his seats and yelled at 2 school girls for bringing drinks up.
We all know the rules about no drinks allow in the bus.
But did he have to actually yell at the 2 of them?

He went like, " OI!!!! BU KE YI DAI SHUI SHAN LAI. TING DAO MEI YOU?"
(english : OI!!!! CANNOT BRING THE DRINKS IN. DID YOU HEAR ME?"

Oi - a rude way of calling people

That is so much about their service.

Not to mention another incident.
I was on my way to work while the tickets aunty actually came up to do a spot-check.
A girl 2 seats infront of me was being called up by her.
When she passed to that aunty her bus tickets.
The aunty asked her to show her student ezlink.
The girl didn't have.

Like of course! Will anyone pay for coins if they have their ezlink cards with them?
I mean, she must have forgotten her ezlink and that's why she's paying coins isn't it?
I believe she's a student.
But that aunty didn't believe her since there wasn't a student ezlink to prove.

They argued.
The girl was pissed and really refused to get off.
And so the aunty actually press the bell to chase her.

How should I argue about this?
Well, I believe some aunties and uncles are really DAMN RIGID!
I mean, why can't they just close one eyes and not embarrassed them in the public?
So what?
Is it that cool to embarrass passengers because I-am-the-biggest-here-since-I-control-the-bloody-wheels?
What the fuck?

I really hate their attitudes.
Not as if we smugged ourselves up and refused to pay for the fee.
WE DID!
We pay for the god damn service, driving safety and not to mention the air-con.

I don't expect them to talk to us.
Neither do I expect them to be rude to us.

Irritating.
I wish I could write a complaint letter now.
Argh

Cry Me A River
Remix in Power 98.0 now. COOL

I know I can do it

2006-10-31T01:42:00.000+08:00

Okay.
I am so happy now.

I just checked on my result and I scored pretty good this time.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Remembered I once complained about my grades?
Well, I've improved, TREMENDOUSLY, I would say.
WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

Okay, 1st terms i did quite badly for all.
But last term, i've improved after the hard work!!!!
YEAH!

Not very fantastic for the result i would say
But i am glad that i've seen improvement in myself.
Still having some last min work though.
As in, Really last min.

Well, during my year 1, i scored 1.36(GPA) for the overall
and so, this time, for this one semster only, i scored 2.14(GPA)
WAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

CAN YOU SEE THE BIG IMPROVEMENT?
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH

Okay, i know i am not far away from my designer dream already.
ya ya ya.
Not very fantastic i know.
But i am proud because i've improved.

I've scored 2Bs, 4Cs and a D
Way better than before with flooded Fs and Ds la
Okay, i am not boastful.
Afterall, there's nothing i should boast about.
But i am just proud of myself with the lil improvement.
(Did i repeat that?)

Anyway, i almost bought a lousy laptop today.
The Sales man kept pushing me to Vaio laptop which costs $1799
Vaio FJ 77

Quite a good bargain i thought.
So i paid 1K deposit and pay the rest tmr.

Well, after i purchased, i called my sisters for advise.
Their boyfriends(who are good with comps) strongly disagreed with it and asked me to take back the thousand.
Simply because the version is old and it's over-priced.
It's Centrino M Processor 760(2.0Ghz)
The latest version is Core2 now and followed by Core Duo then M processor.

Could you believe it?

I almost got the oldest version.
Well, thank God that the sales man is kind enough to cancel the deal and return the 1K to me.
Of course, after the long arguement made by my sis''s boyfriend.

Okay.

After which,i met vaneh and jessie for dinner.
Supposed to go babe's house but (long story , lazy to type)
Had LJS due to our no-money-in-the-wallet-la.
then headed down to Indochine and return my swipe card.
Was so bored and decided to make a trip down to MS TCC and look for Shah.
He treated us a meal with drinks and all.
So sweet of him.
Not to mention, Khai, my big guy.

I miss them so much.
I miss working with them in Via Mar.
i miss the fun.

Oh, did i mention my babe is angry with me?
Okay, she's angry with me.
I've called her many times and after nth calls, she picked it up with a i-am-not-very-happy-perhaps-is-my-mood-swings-tone to speak to me.
After asking her what happened, she said, "I want to sleep already"
And put down the phone.
Called her and she rejected.
2nd try, she has off her phone.

I simply have no idea what is she angry about.

I don't like it.

I don't like it when she's angry without i knowing what's going on.
I did several self-reflection, but still don't get it.
Sigh.

Hopefully she would talk to me later on.

i miss her

Realisation -

2006-10-30T01:42:00.000+08:00

If it's not for this computer I am using, I'll probably still be konane's girl(still am) not knowing what's happening out there.

Just checked out my friends' blogs and all.
Okay. I must say, They are like so happening now la!
Irritating.

Well, honestly speaking, I miss clubbing with those monkeys.
Okay, not that they didn't invite me for a club, they did.
But I rejected it over and over again.
Simply because I am working morning the next day or the day itself working at night.

What should I say?
Shall I let my hair down for once before my school starts?

Or

Shall I be a healthy girl who should just do sports and work and nothing else like clubbing?

Ironic it is.

I've got an invite to club this Wednesday in DXO with my indochine mates.
Shall I join them?
Shall I stay at home and sleep?

I don't know.

Work schedule not out yet.
SLOW
Irritating.

Okay.
I want more happening life together with my konane.
I must pull her out of her home and do wild things with me.
HAHA.

Maybe we should step out alil bit more to join the rest.
But, we're simply too into each other till we need time for ourselves.

More sex with her.
More passionate time.
More watching shows.
More swimming.
More sun-tanning.
More playing around.

so many to do too little time.
-grumble-

WHATEVER la.

Just as it is.

Oh, did I mention that I am in love with the show Goong - Princess Hours?
HAHA.

I suddenly want to be a korean now.

Ciao ciao

Shower me with the gossips.

2006-08-18T01:18:00.000+08:00

Alright.
School as usual.
Nothing much to update.
Other than the fact that I scored a D+ for my major module.
I feel stupid.
Arrrgh.

Well, skipped school yesterday to keep my babe company.
Another brainless actions of mine.
We went for breakfast(J.P), Home(J.W), swimming(B.Batok can?) then work(Katong)
I spent my morning with her despite the fact that there was lessons going on.
Sheesh.

After school today, I went to Bugis to find Lek(she's working in Edge a store called, Rebirth. Find her there and disturb her anyone?)
But she was simply too busy with other girls elsewhere that her girlfriend ended up tending the store for her.
Bitch!
I wanna bao tok you!

Then headed to Parkway unwillingly and met MALLORY CELINE TAN(she's working in TOPSHOP.Find her there for discount anyone?) for dinner.
GOSSIP GOSSIP GOSSIP
yummy.

She has updated me with losta gossips.
A loser sign to those she spoke about!
LOSER!

School later.
Gotta drag myself UP again.
Argh.

I hate working.
I wanna quit working and focus on my school only.
But, I need the cash.
Arggh!
Ironic.

I HATE TO WORK LA!!!!!!

What wives say to their husbands

2006-08-11T14:51:00.000+08:00

1 - Behind every successful woman is herself.

2 - A woman is like a tea bag. You don't know how strong she is until you put her in hot water.

3 - I have yet to hear a man ask for advice on how to combine marriage and a career.

4 - Coffee , chocolate , men. Some things are just better rich.

5 - I'm out of oestrogen and i have a gun.

6 - Warning: I have an arritude and i know how to use it.

7 - Of course, I don't look busy. I did it right the first time.

8 - All stessed out and no one to choke.

9 - Do not start with me. You will never win.

10 - If you want breakfast in bed , sleep in the kitchen.

Copied from the Friday 11/08/06 Newspaper

Okay.
I simply love the point num 4.

untitled

2006-08-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

Finally, I've changed the blogskin.
Simple. Yet, I love it.

Anyway, just returned back home not long ago from town.
Been a long time since I stepped into Far East Plaza.
Oh well.

Busy Busy Busy every day.
I am so exhausted.
-yawns-

2 days back, was celebrating Chase's 21st Birthday.
A fun and crazy evening.
We watched Firework from the room in Marina mandarin.
had illegal "Pot Luck" in the room.
Pasta , Salad , Redang , KFC , Chips.
Games and drinking at the later time.

Twister, a old school game, was brought to spice up the party.
Ha.
Jay and Julianne could really get their ass twisted with that.
The game seems to be like an exercise can?
So tiring.

Ha.
We got chase alil tipsy afterall.
A round of card game drove chase crazy.
Her whole face flushed like an red apple.
Interesting.
Ha.

We finished up all the drinks and slacked.
Browse through the TV channel, ~~porn~~Artistic 21 show ran past the screen.
Whoa!
Ha.

There was a dispute between all in choosing which to watch.
mmmm, "Kamasutra" sounds good har?
An India series of SEX documentary.
Hmmm... Cool.

We all agreed and click, "purchase".
30 mins later, no interesting sex scene.
Another 15 mins later, it got slightly interesting.
Quiet we were, not because we were focusing the show but all had fallen asleep.
Sheesh.
There goes the first 20bucks.

Switched off we did, and purchased another one from Japan.
yummy.
Japan , the Sex paradise.
I believed, it MUST be interesting.

yellowish film appear.
Okay, it's like a ~~porn~~ Artistic 21 show in 70s , 80s.
"HOW INTERESTING"
15 mins later, I fell asleep.
When I woke up, I asked babe,

Seek : So, any sex scene?
Babe : ya? Like the guy sucking her 2 nipples only?
Seek : What?

Wrong choice again.
Guess it was fated for us not to watch.
Irritating.

All the ladies in the show can't moan.
Even julianne can do it better without having sex.
Her's was like ,
Organsm , Relax , Double Organsm , Relax , Triple Organsm and a final break down, ahhhhh
She can even turn us on which those noise than those in the show.
Ha.
Love you la Organsm bitch.

Anyway, I've watched a show called, " Helen The Baby Fox"

A damn touching show.
I cried for the last 15 mins of the show.
Non-stop crying.
I was so upset when the baby fox died.
Oh my, I hate to see animals suffer.
I mean, who likes.

The baby fox was deaf,mute and blind.
And was suffering from brain damage.
So poor thing.
I can't stop crying even just by thinking about it.
I am so emotional la!
Oh my!
I even tear when one of the animate horse died in the show called "spirit"
Irritating.

I am broke!
I over-spent again!
I hate myself!

Forgive my sin

Simply wannabe

2006-07-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

I begin to dislike working in Indochine.
Superviser is so wannabe a manager.
Bartender so wannabe the best.
I hate it.

Just because of authority, they can back-stabbed anyone like mad.
I hate it when they have to bully my babe.
They detest butches, they believe that a chinese can't flare.
What the fuck?

I am no racist for sure.
I just hate them to be one.

It just hurts me so much to see my babe going through this shit.
And yet, it's not being approve afterall.
WHATEVER!

I simply can't find anywhere as great as Via mar.
That was the only place i stayed for a year plus.
Oh well.

Anyway, hungry ghost festival is coming and staying for 2 months.
Oh my.
Genting trip with babe and my friends were forced to postpone.
We plan to go end of this month, july 31th.
But sadly, the festival starts on the 25th .
Why?

I mean, why can't they open the gate a week later that it suppose to be?
*876(*7986&%&^$%#78697 (*(^*&%#$^*
Irritating.

Okay. Busy. Headache. Sleep. Ciao

Desirable

2006-07-05T11:03:00.000+08:00

At the age of 23 , I should own a Car License.

At the age of 25 , I should own at least a cheap nissan/toyota car.

At the age of 30 , I should own a green Volkswagen Beetle car.

At the age of 35 , I should own a purple Ferrai car

At the age of 40 , I should own a Lamborghini Murcielago Roadster AND a family car.

At the age of 45 , I should own a Mercedes

At the age of 50 , I should own a Old beetle car.
And live till the rest of my life.

At the age of 20 , I should own a Burberry Wallet

At the age of 21 , I should own D&G handbag

At the age of 22 , I should own a Chanel Hand bad

At the age of 23 , I should own a Prada Tote bag

At the age of 24 , I should own a SalvatoreFerragamo heels

At the age of 25 , I should own a Gucci wallet/handbag

At the age of 26 , I should own more D&G items

At the age of 27 , I should own more LV wallet/purse/handbag

At the age of 28 , I should own a normal Fendi bag.

At the age of 29 , I should own a LIMITED EDITION Fendi bag

At the age of 30 , I should own all the designer branded items in the whole wide world.
And for life, I'll be a high-end living taitai.

hahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhaha

Bored.

2006-06-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

i am pretty bored.
So, i did some simple photoshop onto my photos.
Silly enough, just for a laugh.

I love to lick.

Chase too,

Can you see me?

Chase's sugar mummy loves it.

Peeking ~~Tom~~ seek

Flying on a jet plane

We have the No.4 dim sum dollies

More to come.
Ciao

I wish . I pray . I hope

2006-06-15T00:43:00.000+08:00

Year 2 isn't as easy/slack as I thought it would be.
Projects were thrown right in front of us.
We, have yet to learn anything, have to start creating.
How interesting.

I begin to love what I am studying now.
True enough, there could be a possibilies for me to work as a High-class gardener.
still, Im loving it. *ba ba ba ba ba*

Anyway, I hate it when babe is sick.
She simply ignores me and sleeps all she can.
I mean, not that I am a sadist to torture or what.
But, she really just ignores me.
Not even a call, needless to say , a msg.
Well, hope she gets well soon.
And so she could enterain me like how she always does.
=)
I miss her

Interesting meet up with Ex-viamar staffs.
I miss them so much.

First, I wish . . .

. . . To be sweet 16 again.
I feel that I didn't make full-use of my 16 at all.
What a waste.
I am 19 now.
Sheesh.

I pray . . .
. . . To be a cool kid in the block if I were 16
I mean , I really envy those punk kids nowadays.
They play endless rock music.
They own all sorts of piercing like no one cares.
And, I just had mine at the age 0f 19.
Hmmmm...

I hope . . .
. . . To have all the cash in the world.
They are losta of things I wanna have.
Countless . Endless . Plenty-less .
yet , I am penniless
Oh well.
Show me the money.

I am doing pretty well with all my expenses.
I have money management now.
ha.

Cal suddenly came back to my life.
I wonder what's wrong.

Our relationship is as fresh as a bowl of salad.

Hello people

2006-05-27T15:43:00.000+08:00

Obvious enough.
Busy busy busy busy.

Feels really good to have a touch on my computer keyboard.
Whoa.
Amazing feelin i have now.
ha.

1 more weeks from now,
My school will begin.
Sheesh
So not ready la

been working really work.
Money roll in fast.
Roll out fast too.
ha.

I really dont know where have i spent on.
Irritaing.
the lifestyle in singapore really leads to bankcracy.
My gosh.
Thank God that i do not own a credit card right now.

Anyway,
working in club is really not easy.
You can be deaf way easiler than others.

1 - Loud music
2 - Getting customers shouting into your ears for order.
3 - Your superviser shouting into your ears for wrong order.

Sheesh.
In case any doesn't know, i am working in indochine(Forbidden City)
ya.

Well,
bound to have some funny incident too.
A few days back(one of the weekends), i saw 2 ladies dancing intimately on the dance floor.
I couldn't help but to keep taking note.
an hour or 2 later, they held each others' hand and walked out.
KPO i was,but hey.
Professtional worker i am too =)

So, few minutes after they walked out.
My lady friend started giggling and said,
" you know just now i was in the 2nd last cubicle pee-ing,
I heard moaning and heavy breathing in the last cubicle can?"
giggling still.

I pulled her hand and dragged her out to the Heavy-breathing-in-the-last-cubicle-toilet-la, to check it out.
(So much about being professtional, yet ran out to be a KPO without telling the superviser.ha)

giggling without sound.
We kept staring at the last cubicle through the reflection of the mirror.

my gosh my gosh my gosh.
loud banging here and there could be hear.
heavy breathing they went.
Giggling we were.

2 girls were actually having sex in the toilet.
to be exact, they were the ladies i saw on the dance floor.
they were about their early 30s.
average looking i would say.
ha.

Not to mention too, i saw extremely good-looking guys out there.
My gosh.
When they stepped in, i had my eyes on them.
Models-looking , femainine features, hot body. (drooling)
They sat at one of the table with the drinks.
I moved my body to have a better view of them.
*admiring

Then one of them stood up, and looking out for the toilet.
I rushed towards him(the sexy-looking one), and smiled, asking if he was searching for the toilet.
He had his face slightly closer to me while i spoke.

*my heart beats damn fast

He left and smiled.

*ohhhhhhhhhhhh.....

After a while, i saw him picking up a lady and they went smooching.

*Ouch

But in the end, they didnt go off together.
i guess that lady rejected his room-service.
ha.

I begin to see weird people around.

i am in love with my job and YOU

what's up!

2006-04-25T01:23:00.000+08:00

Assessments submission tmr.
And guess what i am doing now?

Blogging!!!!!!!!!

Oh my gosh.
I have yet to complete my colouring presentation(submission date : 26/04/06)
I have yet to complete drawing and colouring my 6 master pieces for Journey to the West(Submission date : 25/04/06)
I am so gonna be dead.

Been really a slacker lately.
I couldnt focus much.
what's up?

i am so tired now.
But knowing the things i have to submit,
I have to slap/bite myself awake.
Argh.
Wake up seek.

Anyway, a crazy idea running through my head for the past few days.
i want a Airfro hair.
yes! your eyes are not playing tricks.
I am saying or perhaps, typing this word,

A-I-R-F-R-O

I wanna change my whole closet.
No more tee-shirts but blouse with retro/disco printings.
I am saving money to do so.
I wanna put on a airfro hair and retro printings clothes.
I live in my own oldies.
ha.

Please do not be surprise with my new hair style.
It's just a sooner or later.
Not now, but maybe soon.
ha.

Here i come! Retro years.

Let me off -

2006-04-23T00:26:00.000+08:00

I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.
I hate the feeling of being control.

Could you please let go of me?
I am suffocating.

Save me from this home

Shut up! I need to sleep.

2006-04-20T01:50:00.000+08:00

I really hope i could shut my mind and stop the creative juice from flowing for a day.
But i have no right to do so.

A tiring week for me.
I am DYING!

sleeping for 2,3 hours a day for the past 3 days wasnt easy at all.
I promised myself that i must wake up early and not be late for school.
But apparently, I failed.

Monday morning
- 9am sharp for project presentation.
I woke up at 5:30am to complete what i should have,many weeks ago.
I was sleepy and exhausted.
I kept my eyes opened and tried to focus.
It failed.
An easy task which can be completed in an hour.
And yet, i took 3 hours to do so.
*concentrating . watching . concentrating . watching*
I reached Bugis at 8:50am.
I tried to remain calm and cool.
Not to run though i will be late becos i am cool.
In the end, i ran since that stupid nigel said i should.
whatever.
I made it at 9am.

Tuesday Morning
- 8:30am lesson
I woke up at 7:40am.
I knew it,i was late.
I took a cab.
I reached school at 9am.
sheesh.

Wednesday Morning
- 8:30am Powerpoint presentation
I promised to wake up at 5:30am to complete my work.
It rung, i woke up.
Being a sleepyhead, i begged for another 15mins of sleep.
the next thing i know.
It was 7:20am
Damn.
I was late again.
I reached school at 8:45am
again again and again.

I wonder how late i'll be for tmr's lesson.
Hmmmmm...

Anyway, i found a movie click which i adore.
My bollywood show.
"Salaam Namaste"
Please, click on it and have alook.
You might understand why a chinese like me would actually be so crazy over a hindi show.
I am not strange nor weird

My saif.
Oh my.
Cute and charming.
Date me out please saif.
Call me!
ha.
projects stress.
I must keep going.

I love this song

Bollywood-Craze

2006-04-04T09:15:00.000+08:00

I am so in love with Bollywood now.
Not to mention, I found my new prince/princess charming.
Whoa.

My first loved -

Saif Ali Khan

So cute . So charming.
Take me Saif. Take me!

Followed by ,

Shah Rukh Khan

So old . But still so charming.
Like Richard Gere .
Pick me! Pick me!

Vivek Oberoi

So young. So cute. So sweet
Hmmmm....
I wanna taste you.
Yum....
ha.

Arjun Rampal

So muscular . So handsome.
Date me out! Date me out!

Preity Zinta

So gorgeous . (pardon for my limited voca)

Aishwarya Rai

Hot. (okay. I run out of description)

Anyway, I didn't know Bollywood Stars are so hot until yesterday.
Oh my.
I wanna be a Hindustani.
I am so gonna convert now.
ha.

I love coconut trees

Fuck off. Your attitude sucks.

2006-04-01T01:31:00.000+08:00

For the first time in my life.
I was sacked.
A better term for that, Terminated.
ha.

Via Mar.
A place I once enjoyed working so much over there has changed.
Not for the best, but for the worst.
I dragged myself to work everytime.
And I cant wait to get release early.
This shows about my passion.

I shouldn't have go back.
So, I could have a good impression for it.
Right now, it's awkward for me to visit them anymore since I got terminate.
ha.
For the first time, I got sack.

It's alright.
I mean, I don't enjoy working under bossy supervisor.
Or perhaps, a friend who once worked under me has became a supervisor.
I am not keen to stay.

From 5bucks, they increased it to 6 bucks.
But the dollar makes a big different who huge responsibility.
I'll rather stay as a staff who is paid 5 bucks with less job.
I am a big slacker.

I am tired of working.
I really hope to earn cash without working.
Bless me for that oh please.
I believe I deserve something better.
ha.

Drained.
Signing off.
Ciao

Beer gives beer belly.

The price to pay .

2006-03-28T10:36:00.000+08:00

10 things I hate for the day

I hate to take cab.
I hate to spend money on it.
I hate to pay for ERP.
I hate to pay a dollar for peak period.
I hate to pay a dollar for CBD area.
I hate to pay for midnight charge.
I hate to take Comfort.
I hate to pay $2.40 for the starting fare.
I hate to have the driver driving like a old tortoise.
I hate SINGAPORE TAXIs.

Apparently I woke up late this morning
and paid a price for it.
$16.10 was the total fare from Pasir Ris to Bencoolen street.
great.

I promised to spend $20 for this week only.
Overspent, yet again.

tones of work to complete.
None, that I have accomplish.
Doom.

I am like a walking zombie(as usual) everyday.
I need some energy and some fresh air and some time to break free.

4 more weeks for school.
I wonder how long more can I stand.

Absent . Late . Absent . Late
Bound to have either one in every week for school.
I ought to do some self-reflection.

Nothing much for silly laughs.
Just a brief update about my life.

By the way, I think I have been using too much vulgarities lately.
It seems like every 10 sentences I said, there will be a touch of it.
It's really bad.
I'll cut down and be a better person.
ha.

busy busy busy

You're all alone

2006-03-23T19:02:00.000+08:00

As year goes by,
getting sick is more about you , yourself and alone.
No longer about your family.

(when i was 5 years old)
me : mummy, my head very heavy and hot.
mum : *touch forehead* Oh my! You're sick and running a high fever.

*she grabbed me and run to the nearest clinic.

(14 years later , i am 19)
me : mummy , i think i am sick. Panadole is not working.
mum : *touch forehead* Oh ya! you're sick. i give you $50 and you go down the nearest clinic yourself kay? i gotta rush for work.

Spot the different!

Oh my! 14 years later, could there be so much different?
True enough, I am older.
I should be able to speak to the doctor and tell him/her what's wrong with me as compared to the 14 years ago.
But still,
a sick 19 years old is almost the same as 5 years old , isn't it?

That's why i say.
I felt as though i am living alone , supporting my own.

Anyway,
shall share some eerie experience.

I was freezing like mad in the middle of the night about 4 am.
I didn't know it was raining out there.
A huge blanket didn't keep me warm.

I rolled myself up like a bun.
Still not working.

The coldness is abnormal.
I mean, i felt as though "Good Buddies" were in my room.
"They" brushed through my body creating a chill in me.
*brrrrrr

I dared not open my eyes.
I was afraid to see "something"

True enough,
I opened my eyes and saw a man's shadow at a corner
It disappeared within a sec.

I woke up,
reached out for my thick Nike jacket.
Still cold

I rolled myself up again.
But this time, i felt someone blowing chill air on me.

I prayed.

I felt so cold that i couldn't help but to feel my heartbeat to see if i was still alive.
I mean, dead people never know that they're dead until a few hours or a few days later isn't it?

I touched my chest,
searching for my heartbeat.

*whoohoo

I am still alive.

I called my mum using my hand phone and asked her to send me a gls of water and to check on me.

*Phone rings
*20 secs later

mum : hello
me : mummy , can come in and check on me? i am not feeling well.
mum : where are you?
me : In the room?

okay.

She came in.
Checked on me and got me a gls of water.

She claimed that my room was warm.
But i was shivering with a thick jacket.

The chill air still ard.

Perhaps, you guys might think that i am thinking alil too much.
I mean, i think i am la
ha.

illusion makes me think too much.
ha.

Anyway,
I am feeling better.
The doctor told me that i deserved some good rest.
She gave me 2 days MC.
But hey,
I am fine now.
Give me a pair of Sports shoes and i can run a mile for you.
ha.

Good day to all.

Amen

ill -

2006-03-22T08:50:00.000+08:00

I am critically ill.
Believe it or not.

Each time I cough,
I felt as though my lung will pop out from my mouth.

My head is taking me on a roller coaster ride.
Spin it like as if there's no tomorrow.

My back hurts.
I felt as though I am a 85 old granny.

Panadole is not working.
It only save me from the pain for awhile.

Still gotta work later on.
Sheesh.

Babe and I are suffering from the same illness.
We fell sick 2 days ago and got worsen last night.

We insisted on going out yesterday though we were both sick.
I regretted.

watched The Dorm.
Not scary but touching and funny.
ha.

Met Winnie for awhile.
-Brain cells running low-

Oh well,
I hope to rest and earn money at the same time.
Any recommendation?
=)

I am speaking rubbish

You're in love with artificial.

2006-03-15T09:40:00.000+08:00

Men : Hey look,that woman is hot. Her eyelashes are so long.Her boobs look incredible. Check out her long legs. Whoa

Women : Hey, look at that bitch sitting right there. Fuck. She's hot. I love her huge eyes and that D-cups boobs.Oh my oh my, look at that pair of legs.Why is it so damn long and slim? God is so unfair.

If you've ever come across such comment,
Beware.
You're in love with Artificial.

Humans enjoy looking at something beautiful.
Scenery. Books. Food. Living-things.
How many of such items are actually man-made and artificial?
All to be exact.
Or perhaps, scenery are natural beauty if no man would to do some touch-up on it.

Anyway,
I tried to be artificial lately.
In another word, Vain.

I bought a pair of fake long eyelashes and a liquid eyeliner.
I was so excited when I first bought it.
And I so cant wait to put it on.

The next morning.
I woke up extremely early just to practise putting those lashes up.

(Trial play)
First - dropped.
Second - the lashes stick on to my finger.
Third - OUCH!My eyeballs.
Forth - eeeekkkk.why so out of shape?
Fifth - *rubbing eyes and it dropped again*
Sixth...Seventh... And I don't know how many tries later,
I finally looked like a human with proper positioning of eyelashes.

The moment I saw myself,
Whoa.
Is that me?
I mean, my eyes are so huge now.
Those lashes on me are gorgeous.
Where are my single eyelids?
*turned left , turned right, to get a clearer picture of my huge eyes*
ha.

But, I looked so artificial.
I questioned myself,
"Do I look like a human with natural eyelashes?"
"Do I look artificial?"
"Is it obivous for that fake eyes of mine?"

Take a look

And compare.

I went to school feeling gorgeous and awkward at the same time.
The first thing my classmate said to me, "Hey seek, Good morning."
The second thing she said, "You look so pretty today ah?"
The third thing she said, "The lesson damn boring sial"

*Seek's heart : hello!Talk about my eyes please.

The forth thing she said, "Why your eyes look so big today ah?"

*Finally

I blinked blinked blinked at her in a turbo speed(which is only 0.00001mm per sec.) trying to act adorable like how those Taiwanese pop stars looked.
And so I replied her.

The fifth thing she said, "Your eyes looked damn nice sial."

*Flying high up

The sixth thing she said, "You look nicer like this."

*Dropped immediately from the sky.

Huh?
What?
I looked nicer like this?
don't you think I look artificial?
I mean, it's so not natural.
I mean, Look.So fake and so not real.
and yet, it's NICER?

Well,it seemed like my classmates agreed.
I have no idea how to react.
I mean,they said I looked amazing and yet, NICER?

Shall I feel happy because they love my amazing big fake long eyelashes that beautified myself even more.
Or shall I feel upset with the fact that they are in love with the artificial seek than the mini eyes seek.
No idea.

The fake eyelashes have given me several problem as well.
I cant rub my eyes even if it's itchy.
I dare not blink very hard cos I am so afraid that it might drop.
I dare not tell others that I cant see clearly what's the bus approaching cos my fake eyelashes are blocking my view.
I feel retard.

Ladies are willing to pay a price to look artificial.

Heels are killer.
Yet, woman loves wearing it because it would make us look gorgeous and make our legs look slim.

Lipstick are disgusting.
Yet, woman loves wearing it because it would make our lips looked as sexy as Angelina Jolie's.

Push-up bras are expensive.
Yet, woman loves buying it because it would push the whole breasts up like as if it's as big as Pamela Anderson's

ha.

Cruel yet so true.

I don't deny the fact that I am actually one of those ladies who wannabes.
I still enjoy having those long eyelashes, killer heels and push-up bras.
I mean, Influence you see?
ha.
Okay, I am vain.

In love with your truth self please
Happy 21st Birthday =)

How wonderful life is, when you're in the world.

2006-03-06T00:31:00.000+08:00

Alright.
doesn't it sound familiar?
ha.

Moulin Rouge never fail to entertain me with the wonderful songs.
not to mention, Nicole Kidman looks so amazing.
I really don't understand why the fuck would Tom Cruise Broke off with her for?
I mean, hello?
She's amazing in any ways.
Oh well,
Tom cruise is too short la.

I love her nose.
So sharp so nice.
Somehow, i feel that our noses are pretty alike.
ha.

Alright.
i think too much.

I wanna replace Nicole Kidman in Moulin Rouge so i could be with my Ewan McGregor.
He's so cute and charming.
Oh my.
Take me McGregor, take me.
Check out the New Moulin Rouge Starring by Ewan and I.
=)

A new Romance Comedy.
And i think, my head is too big for him too kiss.
i looked as if i could have his whole head into my mouth.
ha.

I have this gut feeling that my 6230 misses me very much.

we have secretly contact one another actually.
And she promised me that she would run away from that Sembawang that handphone shop.
i'll wait.
okay.
I am insane.
Plain bored i would say actually.

If you would like to ask me to get a life, Yes i would.
Don't bother to tag such comment please. =)

School later on.
-yawns-
Ciao

I hope you don't mind x 2, that i put down in words

I am like you.

2006-02-25T03:45:00.000+08:00

Well,
I finally know the reason why she insisted of me having that 70 cash.
It's mine.

Remember i said in the previous entry about my phone going missing?
Ya, Got the message?

To give you a better picture.
My classmate found my phone.
She didn't return it back to me, instead she went to sell it for 140 - 160 bucks for her own use.

I am upset.
I trusted everyone so much and yet i was being deceived.
I could be real bitch to go on a spot check that day since i suspected someone took it without returning back.
But i trusted all of them.
My own group of friends which i mixed with them during break.
What?
I thought we were friends?

I do not wish to mention her name.
I do not want to tarnish her reputation.
I do not want anything from her.

Let's start all over again.
Classmate A - the stealer.
Classmate B - the guilty friend

We went for a short break that day.
In school canteen.
I left earlier and dropped my phone in the canteen.
Classmate A and B were the last two whom left.
They said they didn't see my phone at all.
And, i trusted their words.
Honestly.

B thought that A was playing a prank on me.
I wish.
That's why she didn't tell me.
B told me, she tried asking A to return it back.
She refused.
She assumed that i would be rich enough to buy another one.
But hello,
I am like you.
I am not rich.
I earn my own fucking cash.
I pay for all my things.
I am in financial crisis as well.
I am like you.

Damn.
A shared the money with B since B knew her ugliest secret.
B refused to take because of her guilt and Finally decided to bring it up to me after 1 week.

Gone.

My 6230
I have no idea how to face A.
I mean, i can't treat her like how i used to.
I am upset.

I was told that her family background wasn't that good.
Mother in hospital.
Father is under NKF.
And, she's not working.

I was stuck in dilemma.
Or perhaps, am still stuck.
Not knowing what to do.

I would love to forgive and forget.
After all, she uses those money wisely(I HOPE) on her family.
If i have to play apart for her family,I am cool with it.
I can always earn back those cash though it will be double of my hard-work this time.
I mean, 8310 is fine.

I am not trying to make myself sound like a saint.
But think about it, there's nothing i can do.
I don't need those cash.
I just want the 6230 i used to have 2 years ago.
I want all my memories back.
I want it all back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-screams-

Way to go seek.
Work till your lung pop out and you still have to feel fine.

I hate it when people think that i am rich.
I hate it when they think i could afford any other items.

for your info,
I can't afford any single shit.
I have my hard time.
Clothes are just necessary items that one must own.
My pride tells me that,
"Hey seek, those expensive clothes can make you look gorgeous and rich.Put on a rich mask and show them who's the boss. Who can afford such expensive items."
I hate to have my pride thinking that way.
But, i couldn't stop it.

Whatever.
I don't know what the fuck am i saying such things for.
I don't need sympathy.
I'll be fine after a huge cry and a good night sleep.
Work again later.

I am so gonna see my lung pop out soon

Not attractive enough?

2006-02-24T10:14:00.001+08:00

Alright.
I was told to re-submit the poster beck had done it for me.
Damn.
Those lecturers refuse to pass me with such work.

Beck finds it gorgeous(of cos, Kate moening and her work what!)
I,myself find it awesome as well.(Of cos I did the background and colouring)
But not for the lecturers.

My classmates said, perhaps those lecturers are against hormosexual.(I did a "Boys Don't Cry" poster by the way)
I guess so too.
Hmmmmm....
Isn't Kate Moening attractive enough to help me pass?

Oh my.
check it out .

Kate Moening.
The one that drives ALL ladies(perhaps, les) crazy.
I am so in love with her la.

Argh.
Gotta re-do it
And perhaps, change the picture of Kate Moening to someone else where I could find it from books and not internet.

Anyway,
I have this crazy classmates who insist of me keeping the 70bucks without giving me any valid reason.
I accidentally kept the money of hers and went off.
Being a kind soul, I called her back and apologized.

She msged me and said,
"Seek,da money just now you can have it.Im serious,use it wisely kay?
I give you da money willingly and of cos sincerely.Actually its really for you.Just a small sum from me."

I can't help but laughed crazily over that msg.
I replied.

So she continued,
Seek,im serious.Please believe me.I sincerely wanted to give you da money.Please accept it,seek.We are friends not only for happy hour but also sad moments.So that da
only think that I can do,please seek."

I laughed even loudly at it.
And I couldn't think of what to say anymore.
I barely know her for a month yet she's throwing money to me?
Oh my,
I guess her house has a printer that prints money.
Ha.

First time in my life,Someone forced me to take money which I don't want.
insane you might think I am.
But hello,it's 70BUCKS and not 7Bucks can?
I mean, would you just take it if someone give it to you without any reason?
I would not for sure.
weirdo she is yet sweet.

And seriously, I returned her back the money and she still wants me to keep it.
Oh my.
I am not the insane one.

Shag

Baa or Blaa?

2006-02-22T10:30:00.001+08:00

Nothing new about me.
I am again, late for every assessments submission.
They almost banned me from it.
Still, I have my ways.

Project are pretty fine.
I mean, it's ending soon anyway.
I don't know what am I taking about.
lack of sleep symptoms.

I can't help but to make fun of my babe.
I guess she had a bad childhood last time.
She has problem singing "Baa Baa Black Sheep"
the song goes like, "Baa Baa Black Sheep, Have you any wool."
But her version is, "Blaa Blaa Black Sheep, Have you any wool."
hmmmm....
Blaa?
ha.

Becky is really a sweetheart.
she's doing my photoshop for me which I have to submit by tomorrow.
She was pretty pissed with me actually.
but I know she still "Lub" me la.

I saw my china eye-candy again.
He's actually just sitting infront of me.
Oh my.
So cute.
ha.
Beck asked me to ask for his number.
But, aye, my Chinese sucks.

Allow me to show you my final art piece.

I was having a hard time thinking which to submit.
but in the end,
I decided that the 2nd piece could help me to score better.
Oh well.

Another of my final piece.
making use of freehand again, to create my cartoon.

It's my nerd, Johnny with Lilo And stitch in case you can't figure it out.
yes,I done it in this freehand program's by making full-use of the mouse and "draw" out the shape of whatever.
All by my hand and the mouse only.
Ha.
I feel so smart suddenly.
but then again, everyone can do it.

Creative juice is running low.
Ciao

There it goes again.

2006-02-17T11:47:00.000+08:00

2nd times in the month.
I lost 2 of my most important items.
1st - was my wallet.
2nd - is my 6230 phone.

yes.
I lost my phone this morning without knowing where I left it.
30min - 1 hr later,
I realized something was empty.
And there she(6230) goes.

I tried calling.
It was already off.
Obivous enough, someone had already took it.

I have no idea how should I react towards it.
My whole mind is blank now.
Mood is totally tarnished.
I don't think I would love to have my next lesson and work.
sheesh.

Perhaps, I should be optimistic and look towards to my new coming phone that im gonna purchase.
Im gonna use my own money.
So, say goodbye to my burberry wallet at the moment.

Anyway, what I am worried about the most is the photos I took.
Let's put it this way,
My phone was lost in school.
A student in Nafa is a dishonesty kid and picked up the phone for it own usage.
He/she swooped the Sims card.
The moment he/she on it, he/she would love to check out the gallery folder(like the others) first.
My photos.

The next time he/she walked past me, he/she would give me a weird stares and giggles for all the silly photos I took.
Do you get the picture now?

I don't wanna to be mock!
I have so many sweets msges inside.
I have something that should not be let out.
Oh my.

I am tarnish.
Totally.
I curse and swear at this dishonest kid who took my phone.
I hope he/she would fail the papers.
The forehead will swollen.
The lips will swollen like 2 sausages.
The face will rot with my curse.

I pray that my curse will work.
what goes around comes around.
You will get your karma soon.
May you lose something that is more expensive than my 6230 phone.
I hate you.
Jinxnatabu.

Kindly send me a msg a week from now.so i could store your num

Says who?

2006-02-15T14:04:00.000+08:00

Says who that all ladies should receive a rose on Valentine's Day?
Roses were expensive last night whereby i could get 50cents a stalk on nomral days.
Ha.
But then again,
How many times can a lady recive a rose in a year?

I am so not romantic

I dont own you a fucking living.

2006-02-13T10:27:00.000+08:00

Fuck!
What does a class-rep means to everyone?
Someone to zip copies?
Someone to spread the msg for lesson?
Or
someone for you to push fault at.

Apparently there is this fucking bitch in my class,
who is a fucking slacker!
She thinks that she's the most gorgeous woman in the world(MY ASS)
Fucking chi-nas.

I was told at the beginning that there wont be any lesson for photoshop for 2 weeks.
After 2 weeks of no lessons, shouldnt the common sense tells you that, Hey!today should have isn't it?

Yes!Apparently,she didnt turn up for 6 weeks until today.
When she was being questioned, she said she didnt know there is lesson.
And i was being questioned too for being the class-rep.

Oh my Oh my!
Where the fuck is her common sense?
All she could think about is flirt with guys.
She claimed that her boyfriend in china is an idol who's damn fucking good-looking.
She shows everyone her "Boyfriend"'s photo.
Good-looking i would say.
Must be the photoshop with it's wonder touch on him.
Thank God to create the photoshop for the uglys to look good.

Anyway,how can the bitch seek not mention about her features and her size?
ha.
here comes my favourtie part in bitching.
AHEM!

WARNING!!!! - to prevent getting nightmares or sleepless night, please say a pray before you continue

She has the size of a (Cough)BALL.
She has double-chin.
She has round face.
She has mini-eyes.
She's damn fair.
She cant speak english and unwilling to learn it when she came to singapore.
She had a perm hair and now she re-bonded it.
Do you get her image in your wonderful brain already?
=D

FUCK!
I am damn angry!
where's her fucking common sense.
I wont say all chi-nas are dumb.
I am one of the chi-nas as well.
But for her, FUCK!!!!!

She (claimed) has a boyfriend.
And yet, she's flirting around with all the chi-nas guys.
Not to mention, one of my china eye-candy.
ARGGGGHHHHHH!

She went off for lunch during lesson while others were focusing.
She couldnt bother to take the initative to ask if there is lesson or not.
She couldnt bother to turn up for lesson thinking that it's boring.
Fuck.
Just fly back to your shangihai la.
Shanghai ladies are cocky(not all)
They think that they are the best.
Oh my.
KISS MY ASS!!!!

You've got onto my nerve and you're killing me.
Speak to me when you can speak english please.
I dont wish to speak to a chi-na who is unwilling to fit into singapore culture.
We Singaporean dont own you a living please.
We're Bananas you might think?
But hey! we're willing to learn and fit into whichever culture we're in.
Unlike you, BITCH!!!!!!!!

Why dont you be happy and just fly back to your shangihai with your photoshop touch-up (DONT EVEN KNOW EXIST OR NOT) boyfriend?
Shanghai is better than singapore right?
Shanghai has better living standard than singapore right?
Shanghai ladies are way prettier than singaporean ladies right?
THINK TWICE!

Cheer for the singles tmr

A new friend again, "Jinxinatabu"

2006-02-09T00:33:00.000+08:00

I met this "friend" of mine.
I haven't seen him/her before neither do I know is a he or a she.
She/he cling on to my bag without myself knowing and steal the money I had.
There goes my wallet and a total of 50bucks cash

just like the name I gave him/her.
He/she is a fucking jinx

I lost my wallet with a total of 30bucks cash I just withdraw.
2 hours later when I have to make a payment, I realized my dear DOROTHY PERKINS wallet disappeared.
Thinking that I might be able to get it back, I went back to the toilet in PS basement2.
True enough, how could any retrieve an item missing for 2 hours when hundreds of people had went into the cubicle I was in.
ha.

But thank god, my important documents are still with me.
Identification card , ezlink card and Nafa scan card.
I managed to save 180bucks overall.
Still, i feel upset.
Knowing the fact that I lost 30bucks, a POSB debit card, an islander card with my pretty face on it and a ring that attach with a necklace that pei got it for me.
Oh my.
-heartache-

This is not the worst Jinxinatabu brought for me.
babe was being a kind soul by offering me 20bucks to eat since I lost all my money.
I rejected the cash knowing that I still have my "ATM machine"(my parents la) at home to support me with some allowance.
She insisted of me having it with the loud , harsh tone she created(she cant get angry for nuts la).
I kept the money in my pocket(I think) for secure while heading to the PS basement 2 Female toilet to try my luck with the missing wallet.

Chances were mild and true enough, nothing in return.
Immediately went we stepped out of the toilet, I double-checked the cash she gave it to me.
To my surprise, it went missing!!!!!!
(Sound so essay)

Anyway, I dared not tell her.
I just stoned throughout the whole day.
I could not think straight at all.
I am so damn unlucky.
Jinxinatabu.

I simply just laughed at myself being so careless.
And I can't help, but to burst out the missing-item-again to babe.
she stared at me blankly.
I smiled at her sarcastically.
I can never forget the expression of hers.
so funny!

I was able to keep coins in my pocket.
but not notes.
Apparently, whatever notes passed to me, will all go missing.

But strange, twice in a row within a day, I lost 2 items in the same place(PLAZA SINGAPURA BASEMENT 2 FEMALE TOILET)
I guess there is ghost in the toilet.
WATCH OUT
Argggghhhhh!

I drank 2 bowls of Cream of mushroom!
yummmmmmmmmmy!
I just lost 3 kg recently but I guess I am gaining it back.
Argh!
All thanks to the cheesy lava I had in PizzeHut
Damn good but damn sinful as well.
ha.

anyway, I am going to get a new wallet!
with the money I save from the missing items,
I am going to buy a burberry wallet!
I am fated with it man!
Look at it, I am lucky enough not to have my 3 most important and expensive items missing.
The amount I save, 180bucks.
The amount I lost, perhaps, 80bucks?
So, I earned 100bucks overall and I wanna used the 100 bucks I saved to pamper myself with a burberry wallet perhaps.
ha.

I so want the necklace back. Sorry pei

Everyone adores ' The L word '

2006-02-08T11:53:00.000+08:00

I got this article while searching for resources
It was found just in the middle of yahoo search page.
The word " L " attracts my attention and i know,
It's about them again.
True enough.
a post from the yahoo search

Loving Ladies of The L Word
Tuesday February 07, 2006 5:00PM PT

The L Word
Like Desperate Housewives, The L Word boasts a luminous cast, steamy plot lines, and a seriously fake town. But there the comparisons between ABC's runaway success and Showtime's hot lesbian drama fizzle. For one thing, Housewives appears outside the dirty confines of cable TV. For another, it has men.

Despite the absence of testosterone (and really, who needs it?) in its show, Showtime has a hit on its hand -- and some buzz to flash around town. The series, which is currently in its third season, spiked 26% yesterday, ranks in our top 1,700 searches, and strikes a Search pose after each episode airs.

If you've watched some, or any, of The L Word, you might have wondered if the guys have caught on to its hot action. The answer, according to Buzz, is a big fat no: Nearly 85% of the searches come from women. You naughty, naughty girls.

As for the actresses, the lovely Sarah Shahi, who plays Carmen, spiked 46% yesterday, but her co-star Katherine Moennig, who portrays the ultra-cool hairdresser Shane, garners the most Search numbers each week. Pam Grier, Mia Kirshner, Jennifer Beals, and the new girl on the block, Daniela Sea, follow closely behind.

For the show's girl-lovin' fans, there's good news: Showtime just called for a fourth season of the show. Now the bad news: No word so far on ditching the agonizing theme song. Now that makes us desperate.

Learn More . Be Smart

2006-02-08T02:22:00.000+08:00

I guess I am killing myself slowly.
With the loads of homework I need to do and the cash I was told to earn.
I am like sleeping less than 3 hours everyday.

And the first thing I do in school on Monday,
was facing the computer(Photoshop), squeezing my brain juice DRY , killing zillions of my brain cells, JUST to satisfy the lecturers' need.
Or perhaps, the need of the grades to keep me alive in NAFA.

Next first thing to do in Nafa on Tuesday,
was to face the computer(Freehand) AGAIN and design a toy I was told to complete 10 million years ago.
Oh well,
people always say, "Last minute work could never produce standard outcome"
They are wrong!
Or perhaps, partially wrong.
I always believe last minute work for myself.
Sometimes it really turn-out to be a terrific work and sometimes, a Z grade work.
Ha.
7 Out of 10 could only be F grade work while the 3 are the reason that keep me going in Nafa.

Have a look at my freehand masterpiece.
Meet my friend , JOHNNY THE NERD.

A simple toy it may look.
but it took me 3 hours to complete it.
Short period you might think so.
Yet, for a half awake , half asleep , walking zombie , was like taking a month in their life.

morning lesson 830am
I am awake at this hour.
But Essay for History Of Visual Arts is leave untouch.
Submittion later.
Sheesh.

An hour asleep . keeps the brain cell working